Sunday, November 28, 2010

Sultry Sunday- My Ultimate Fantasy From Years Gone By

I've had a sexual fantasy in my head since I was a high school girl. It's a moment in my life I've never experienced- and had only shared with one other person until this moment. I think 27 years is long enough to keep the secret- I'm ready to expose my deepest, darkest sexual fantasy to the world (or at least our faithful followers).

Even as a fifteen year old girl I think it was quite imaginative, romantic and sensual (keep in my mind at the time I thought of the fantasy I was still a virgin) a 42-year old mom of three- I think it's still do-able...with the right person.

As a teen growing up in the 80's I was addicted to hair and stadium rock bands (another li'l secret- I still am). Journey was my ultimate band. I could sit in my bedroom and listen to their albums (yes, albums) for hours on end and get lost in the bittersweet words, ear-catching rhythms and seductive voice of lead singer Steve Perry.

My favorite single from Journey was Open Arms.

"Lying beside you here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our love be so blind?
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side"

That chorus just says love all over it. Words of love to me and my soul.
I've always imagined making love to that song playing in the background. Two bodies moving to the rhythm. Love connecting at every level (mind, body and soul). Steve Perry's voice serenading us on a hill in the lush green grass.

I know it may not seem like much of a fantasy- but it's mine. Simple. Romantic. Full of love.

For years the man in the scene was unknown...but now I know who it is. It's my soulmate. My best friend. The man I can share anything with and be myself. The man I've waited all my life for.

My fantasy man has a face, a name and will always be the center of my heart.


Janie Simpson said...

I have to give you credit for openly sharing that fantasy. It shows great strength in yourself to let the world know what you'd like. But not completed yet? You poor thing! Act upon it...NOW

Savanna Kougar said...

Dawne, what a beautiful fantasy... and one that should come true.

Vivien Jackson said...

What a lovely fantasy.

Marianna said...

Can't say I'd have enough guts to spill my fantasy- so Kudos to you for doing that. I think it's a great fantasy and agree it should be fulfilled...VERY SOON

Becca Simone said...

What a sweet and sexy fantasy. I suggest you act on it as soon as weather allowes. :) My fantasy isn't quite so PG-13. LOL

Becca Simone said...

Or "allows". Ha ha.

Dawne Prochilo said...

Trust me Becca- I have more (not PG-Rated either) but this has been the longest unfulfilled fantasy I've had and I felt the need to share. Maybe next blog will be the hot, sultry, give-it-to-me-now fantasy that's been lurking in my head...